There's a song that keeps popping into my head...
"Summer time...And the living's easy..."
Yeah.
Not so much.
Summer time is my busiest time of year, just because of the lack of routine. Every week is different. Every day is something new.
Some might find this exciting, my children included in this group, but for me, never knowing from one day to the next when or if I will have any time to "work" is both a blessing and a curse.
It's a blessing because for the first time in months, I HAVE to put my story aside and concentrate on the here and now. If you want to have a REAL conversation with me while I'm not distracted by a million other things, ask me in the summer when I have nothing but time to burn.
It's one of the few times of year when I have the capacity to feel relaxed. Truly relaxed. Like float in a lounge chair in the pool with a cocktail while my family runs around me and splashes and acts like a pack of wild monkeys, relaxed. Strangely enough, it works for me.
Now, it's also a curse because since I don't have regular times of concentrated thinking, work starts to slip. I have one rewrite that's over due. I have another book half written. I haven't blogged in over a week. I haven't paid the bills or updated my record-keeping.
This, when left to pile up, gets way out of control.
As many of you may or may not know, after a few sustained weeks when I have been unable, for even a single stretch of time, to write uninterrupted, I get really, really, really, really insane.
I have attempted to combat that this year with church camps, art classes, babysitters and playdates, to keep my kids busy and out of my hair, but you know, nothing is rock solid.
I wish, wish, wish I were one of those gifted writers who can concentrate in a house full of noisy chaos, but alas, I am not one of those writers.
I need silence.
I need to concentrate.
And summer time, is neither quiet, nor conducive to intelligent thought.
Now, if you'll excuse me, I am off to do something constructive -
::hums to herself::
"Summer time...And the living's easy..."